frustrated

i know its kindda childish.

obviously i am

i am a detail person. yes i am.

perfectionist. yes i am

i am proud to be myself yes i am. *SIGHH*

okey x de kene mengene.

*LONELY*

should find a LIFE

*TIRED*

need to SLEEP

*WASTED*

bastard

*ANGRY*

need some space

*MOODY*

need a comfort

*STRESS*

LEND ME YOUR EAR

*SAD*

I NEED A SHOULDER

*HAPPY*

share it

*PROBLEM*

solve together

its okay. i've been through all this all alone since the day i born. i never seek for other attention. sum how, i can run away from facts that i really need some to care about me. some can be with me in anytime. i dun ask much. i dont want your money. i dont want all that.tq

if you have a great life at past today is not your life

nite chatting with lover,

we always talk about past

i mean my past and his past

WOW!

amazing yawww!

he has a great life before. but, he has greater life than before :)

because me, HANY be beside him :)

kan shahrul :))

well, to blogger... what is your opinion if your ex-partner try to contact you back?

don't they have a life?

in my opinion, they actually get jealous with your life which is better than their's life.

so, you should be proud la... :)

but!

u dun have to reply them. its because they have their SECRET WEAPON

it is your past with them :)

i am very sure that they will talk about your past and 'mengayat'. they will try to get you back :)

being friend with your ex-partner is bullshit.

may be i hv narrow minded but do you guys dun hv same opinion?

well, i hv gone through this trice :) i never be friend with them. its because my love to them at past got no boundaries :) i bet you guys hv he same feelings too.. that's why at past you have a great life together

REMEMBER!

what past is past! if you one of them, stop contact your ex partner. you have to move on..

come on laaahhhhh..

if you have great life with him before, why you treat him that way? kata CANTIK! xpyah la menyemakkannnn....

wat ever! thx for reading :)

if you one of them u r BITCH! opsss....

W.H.O.R.E is better :)

astarabista!

hanyfarhanah

HECTIC DAY

what a hectic day..

keep reading biology book since my exam just around the corner

oh my god!

boyfiee, sure you miss rite?

i miss you too dear..

okey2 stop with boyfiee thiggy :P

heyy blogger! wassup!

nahhh....today is about love again

love.love.love

bosan kan?

CHANGE

As u can see that, i always wrote about love and things like that in my blog. haha. i love to share my love story with you guys.

FUNNY rite?

okey....

start from today and on wards, i will share a lots of my or other love story.

okey...

BORRRINNNGGG!!

haha.

p/s: i'm gonna delete all my past and start with a new chapter of my life after this final exam :)

see ya!

i have a rough week

afta raya biasa la..so teribble :P

test and quiz all the week. alhamdulillah all done. hv to prepare 4 final plak :)

xoxo

SEE YOU AFTER FINAL :)

LOVE NOT COMPETITION BUT I'M WINING- PARAMORE

HE COME TO MY PLACE FOR THE 3RD TIME FOR THIS MONTH :)

LOTS OF SACRIFICE HE MAKE FOR US. HE IS GREAT MAN. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT. THATS WHY I HAVE A LOTS OF COMPETITION :) BAHAHAHA

DANGGGG!!

TO DEAR SA,

PEOPLE MAY SAY, WHEN A MAN REALLY INTO A GIRL HE WILL ACCEPT THE ONE HE LOVE JUST THE WAY SHE ARE.BUT AS ME, I WILL CHANGE FOR YOU. INSYALLAH :)

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO US. I WILL TRY TO CHANGE MY SELF TO BE A GOOD AS SHE DOES. I WILL MAKE U HAPPY BEING WITH ME AS SHE DOES. CARING AND CHARM AS SHE DOES. PERFECT AS SHE. EVERYTHING LIKE SHE HAS :) THOUGH IS TOUGH FOR ME AND KIND OF PAINFUL TO ADMIT THIS, I HAVE A LOTS OF WEAKNESS. BUT I WILL TRY TO FIX MYSELF TO BE BETTER THAN SHE DOES :) A LOTS OF BETTER BUT PROMISE ME DONT WASTE ME LIKE BEFORE BECAUSE IT MAY CHANGE EVERYTHING :)

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

HANY FARHANAH

happiness and misery

it is easy to forgive but not easy to forget

all this while..things happen and it is so sudden

its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.

*dont stalk other women page if u cant accept any consequence*

no matter how hard u try to keep it. hany can find it

sooner or later :)

VICTORY IS MINE!

but some how, there still a scar in my heart which need to be cure.

serious shit.it need to be cure. after all this sudden happen. it was an impact for me. BIG IMPACT.

it begins when she realize that SA doesn't want her anymore. then some one came into her life. HN is cute guy. HE has unique personality :)

sometimes, he can be so GARANG.sumtimes, LEMAH LEMBUT *alahai*

He always be there for her.ALWAYS. though he give it all, she still cannot let SA go.

day by day, she become more and more care about HN. everyday on the phone.texting before sleep. before she close her eyes, she will ask herself "am i doing a rite thing". on the next day, when she wake up from sleep,

"morning sweet"- msg from HN

then she will reply

"morning candy"- msg from her

but she still waiting for amother msg from her beloved one.HAMPA :(

but she keep the faith and be strong.

At another place, SA have his own life. she dont know anything about SA compare to HN. suddenly, she saw sumone with GORGEOUS feature at SA facebook's profile. Before this, theres a lots of women out there which he mingle with.but, this one is kind of different.

"<3"

what is that??

she asked herself. so, he really dont want me rite? he have another one.BACKUP PLAN.

and she said "im done!"

she crying all the nite. to get over SA. its so painful. he's to much.she wait for him fo a year and half. this is what she get. FINE.

but she dont want to be a loser. then she post sumting at SA facebook profile

"<3 <3 lagi banyak"

guess what? that girl name AZ like her post on FB. how dare!

but she keep lowering her temper.

SA come to her place before the mid term holiday. Unfortunately she had a futsal tournament. but they hv a great time. she was so excited though she know everything bout him and what he did to her. she keep on silent. to ensure they really had a great time. (sumpah pedih)

when mid term begin, the story become more complicated. it change everything. she left HN for the love she love the most. poor HN. but yet, she still thankfull because thing things clear up very soon. SA realise that how much she mean to him. poor AZ. she do love SA.

but AZ have to understand, HF wait for SA long time ago. a lots of pain and happines HF been through. (tak kan sedap2 je kau y dapat). well HF noe she have the guts that all boy want compare to her. but, what to do SA pilih dia maa...

personally sorry to them. AZ and HN actually complete us. complete the emptiness between HF and SA. what HF can give during the past time make SA find AZ. so do HF, when HF need attention she willl find HN. HN is true. HF dun love HN but HF needs and carebout HN. its differrent :)

apologizes to AZ, as a women, im sorry to all the sudden. i saw ur page. SA means alot to u. please get over him. dun try to contact him anymore because he is mine. i noe he text you everyday. morning and nite. (thats why he didnt text me) both o you have a great life behind me. i noe u guys went out last time. and ur pic in his phone i noe all that. that means, u are somebody in SA life :)

thx AZ for being there in SA life.

friendship and relationship

it is different!

i betrayed my friendship. we put ourself into the relationship.

im so sorry :(

u are perfect guy! sumpah.

u r so charm n everything about is so good! awesome!

i dun noe why.what.how this thing start

its my fault.

i admit it. if u read this boy,i want u to know that i love our friendship :')

comeback!

HARRY POTTER END :) SO DO MINE

LET'S THE NEW CHAPTER OF MY STORY BEGIN :)

IT'S DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE I CAN CHANGE MY HEART TOWARDS YOU IMMEDIATELY

BUT WHAT I HAD BEEN THROUGH ALONE IN THIS UNKNOWN RELATIONSHIP

IT TEACH ME A LOT :)

REMIND ME TO MYSELF DON'T GIVE ALL YOUR HEART WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE CAUSE MAY BE IT WILL FADED AWAY. BY THAT TIME, U REALISE THAT U HAVE NO MORE LOVE TO SHARE WITH

THIS IS ALL SUDDEN.

IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO IS WRONG. IN THIS UNKNOWN RELATIONSHIP WHAT CAN I SAY BOTH OF US ARE WRONG. WE CAN DO MORE BETTER AT THE PAST. I SWEAR! BUT WE'RE LATE.

I KNOW I DUN HAVE PERFECT THINGS THAT A GUY ALWAYS WANTED. I DUN HAVE ANYTHING.

YEAHH...I KNOW LOVE HAVE NO BOUNDARIES

LOGICALLY, IF U LOVE ME LIKE I DO FROM THE EARLIER

THIS THINGS WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

FRUSTRATED :/

WOMAN OUT THERE.. STOP INTERFERE IN OTHER PERSON DREAM.

EACH WOMAN HAVE THEIR OWN DREAM AND THEY WANT THEIR DREAM COME TRUE :)

MAN OUT THERE, IF A GIRL REALLY LOVE YOU,,THEY WILL ALL OUT TO FULL FILL YOUR HEART WITH THEIR LOVE. BUT WHEN THEY FEEL BETRAYED, UNAPPRECIATED, WASTED..THEY WILL WALK AWAY..

:)

LET TIME CHANGE EVERYTHING :)

INSYAALLAH I WILL BE FINE

XOXO

hany farhanah

NO WONDER LAHHH

people may change but change to be a better person :) not change urself to be a MONSTER

i have this true story about one person that close to me :). first time i met her, in maths class :) she was really good person :) her smile her cute face and everything was so good about her. she is very good listener and good adviser indeed. everything about her was like an angle that appear in my glum life when i have to separate from my HOTCHICKEN friend :D but now she is TOTALLY different

DEAR MRS.ELMO,

its been 1 year and half we have been friend. how could you lied everything about your life, family and everything. WHY? i decide to move out from our house not because i hate you. it because i think we need to make a distance between us so that we still can be friend. and yes u still my friend. hey world, she still my friend after what she did to me and to all that involve in her life.

why you cheat us? u lie to us that u had economic crisis and what so ever but yet u still can spend more than us :) going to that stupid concert. having life like kuala lumpur's elite. and what ever. MRS.E u know what? i know everything. what u hv told to MR.E. poor thing is, you use MR.E name for clean up your shit. OH EMM GEEE. unacceptable!

using 'BROKEN FAMILY' as the reason for be a WILD GIRL such a bullshit :D. come on u are 20 mannn...but ur behavior rite now just like SWEET 15 lololo....in malay BUDAK BARU NAK UP. let me ask u? BARU KELUAR DARI KANDANG KE? act like never had a life before :D

i dont wannna talk shit rite here and feel free to tell me the true colour about you bebehh :)

if u can ditch your BF like you kick you pig ass so u can ditch us your friend too.

you gonna fall :) watch ur step girl XOXO

HEY..NOW U ARE 20 LA :)

A CAKE FOR YOU!!

I ALWAYS WISH FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND LIKE YOU WHO'D BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

IT CAME TRUE WHEN I MET YOU ON MY BIRTHDAY :)

i ain't gonna stop loving.caring.and give all my heart to you :)

my precious lil muchkin

well, cant wait for you to call me :) if im the one u pick as a lucky girl for your free call :) if not

never mind.

my dear SA, it come to the serious part that i really hope that u will change :)

be a good muslim :) me as well

be a good son so do im gonna do to be a good daughter :)

be a good ALONG :)

be a good 'FRIEND' with me :)

be a good friend to THEM :))

im not nagging. but im trying to say what im think about :)) 20 is a large numero sayang :)

on your perfect birthday i wish for you HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

may allah bless u dear :))

p/s : if u read this, i would to confess sumting :)) call me if u wanna noe XD

eh! wait SA...dunn runn away la..aigooo-.-

pliss read this if u clever :) this is the password to noe my confession :)

iloveyoudamnmuchandalwayswillimnotgonnachangeit

what i did was laughing :)

PERFECT

my lappy usop ROSAK

awwwww!! sedih sangat terpaksa on9 pakai PC :(

then nasib baik la kan SA nak datg :)

ily <3

fast furious 5 is the best!

eh! nanti :)

i noe i will no be there on your birthday :(

so sad!

i cant be there..haishhhh...so, yesterday was a celebration for your incoming birthday. though u didnt eat cakes. but we went to the secret recipe rite :)

ouhhhh! u so cute :) makan comot! but i keep on silent..bia lagi comot.bia makin comel :P

awwww!Awww!!awwwwwsome!

i send u to LRT station :) xnk lepas.sumpaaa! u went away and i keep on eyes on u.

u stupid head! look up la :) yeayyyy! eh! iloveyousomuch

cantik adalah subjektif

beautiful is a subjective. to be a beautiful a person must understand the meaning of beauty
aku selalu mengeluh "i wanna PRETTY!''tapi aku tak pernah tanye diri aku, ape itu cantik?nak jadi cantik beribu-riban duit habis..tapi tak jugak cantik :)
MANUSIA TIDAK PERNAH PUAS DENGAN APA YANG MEREKA ADA
appointment doctor x payah cite lah kan.. sebulan mesti sekali. untuk ape sume tu kalau bukan untuk KECANTIKAN :)
TAPI TAK JUGAK CANTIK
sebenarnya ciptaan tuhan itu indah. bezanya cara kita pelihara keindahan itu :)ade yang MENYEKSI untuk CANTIK. ade yang MENUTUP (hana tajima) untuk CANTIKade yang macam aku (bajet) untuk cantik tapi...tak cantik jugak CANTIK.
SERING MENGELUH UNTUK KURUSKAN BADANtp tak jugak kurusnak kurus sebab ape? nak CANTIK
aigooooooo
cantik itu subjektif ye. x semestinya kene cantik pada paras rupa.cantik akhlak dan sebgainyemalangnya aku xde sume itu... :(
terbalik dengan golongan yang cantik luaran nya, segelintir dari mereka suka menghina mereka-mereka yang tak cantik. ini menyebabkan wujud nya golongan2 yang berkeinginan untuk cantik :)
alaaaa.....cantik ke tidak yang penting kita bahagia okeeee..kepada yang nak jadi cantik tue berusahalaaa :P allah suka kan sesuatu yang indah..JAGA DIRI HIASI PERIBADI! kepada yang dah cantik, jangan la BRAG dengan ape y kamu ade :) kalau allah nak tarik sekejap je :) DENGAN KEHENDAKNYA cth nye kene simbah ngan acid oleh mereka y x puas hati dengan kecantikan kau tuh!

havin fun with my family

hooreeeyy!!

makan pizza hut :)

cuti memang bosan..haissshhh rase mcm nak balik pilah :(

malam2 ku ditemani oleh pria ;)

TERBAIK AN!

youtube menjadi hiburan

rugi je pasang astro kat rumah -.-

facebook ganti handphone -.-

anyway i love may so much :)

PLAYING GAMES :)

im just havin fun like u havin fun :)

no wonder :)

i miss u badly.i luv hardly.

u must noe dat..i dun hv any chance to say it to u..

as u noe, we r too bz with our final exam.

u noe wut, i stop sendin all nyte and morning msg because im afraid that u get annoyed with all dat

i feel realy2 far from you when u start ignoring me totally :)

u never try to catch me back. i am the who will bow my head down and say

''x pe la. aku rindu dye.bia aku text dye dulu''

everytime u call me, i will jump like crazy -.-

thats realy show dat how much i do love you SA

bcause, when my otha friend (blainan jantina) contact me i will try to end ou conversation immediately. huh, they r boring..TOTALLY

i admit,past few day i try to flirt :P

such a noty HANY FARHANAH

bukan ape nk test market je..(masih ade rupenye)

heheheheh

when im with u, i be myself..with them im faking myself..such a jerk :')

BUT!

TD I called u. then u said dat u r in KL. then, suro aku call mlm2 jap lagi.FINE!kau dah jauh dari aku :) sngt menjauhkan diri.

WTF!

oke,,lets me ungkit!(setelah aku puji kau melambung2 kat atas td)

• kau exam aku x tau.betina lain yang tau.agaknye kalau kau mati aku x tau ape2kan
• kau pegi KL aku x tau. then, memg aku mcm nk mara gile tapi aku x tau ape aku patot buat.

FULLSTOP!

i miss u badly stupid head!

OH MAMA

i wish u r in my situation...

this is not the first time u ruin everything :')

but its okay..u are my mom

this is nit the first time u say sumtin not good about me

but its okay..u are my mom

everytime i get angry you..everytime u use harsh word when u talk tome.

i still bow down my head and accept all that,,

but this time, i dunno why u cant understand me

it just because u dont want to wait 2HOURS

its fucking 2 hours

well this is happen when mis communication :)

i ask my mother to wait me at our home in seremban. ill be home on 10 oclock because i cant make it fast. but she want me to be home early..but like i told her i CANT..but she still want me to come home early :)

but i CANT

the reason why i cant be in seremban early because i need to clean up my house..

SANGAT BERSEPAH oke...

during examination's week,,everybody in that house were busy and sooo busy..so, my house get mess..she doesnt know that.

the other reason is, today i have my CHM257 paper,so,,,the exam will be ended on 6pm.

she doesnt know that..

the she argue a lots of thing and it is realy2 annoyed me.SERIUSLY :'(

ouhh man! i dunno where to go..i dun hv anyone else. i dunno where to share with.. kitika jauh. dila & pae kat pilah,,my brother also get agry with me. papa....jauh sekali la...urm, i only hv u guys who read my blog :') i realy need sum1 to calm me down

thanks for reading <3

after long time i didn't express my love to him.. i use my old lame phone to capture some pitcha..this picture was taken last nite

when i say this i really mean it

u will be always in here no matter what

worst

some of them want to use you some of them to get use by you

noting much

well, absolutely perfect :)

i went to dentist at MINDEF :)

my doctor is so friendly :)

then i with my beloved cousin arfa when to KLCC.

luckily, amoi dlm MNG call us to enter this one stupid competition.

though it is stupid, im so glad because not everybody can enter this competition..

only selected by the sales girl in the MNG store :)

so, for the first tyme, i enter this stupid thing.. i dun like attention. i dun wat to be an attraction.

but, i wanna try the outfit which i cant afford to buy :)

im not like the others..im not rich..im just a girl which still own money from my parents.

so here some :)

i noe i am pretty :') no need to say that to me..HAAHAHA

i just hate compliment..as me, compliment will make sum1 LUPE DIRI

you will be brag about urself walhal ur life is noting :)

im so KESIAN for those tperangkap dalam dunia yang 'OH! I WANT TO BE PRETTY'

asshole! taw x cantik itu subjektif? u can be pretty if u want too :P

opss...MEREPEK sudayh!

kembali kepada MNG,, i want to be a WINNER

tp sya malas :(

mlas nk menagih org untok vote saya..as a result only 21 person je y vote...thx for those yang vote okieesss :)

JASA MU DIKENANG

OKEH LA,,,MY FINAL PAPER AROUND THE CORNER...

BYE GUYS!!

SEDETIK LEBIH

as i told u.. happines kite kene cari dia x kan datang sendiri..see,, kalau beralah sikit x pe kan??

so, i make a move :) talk nicely with him..

yeayyy!!

so he decided to come kuala pilah :)

oh thx...

then, we went to sunway pyramid :)

''shah jum makn kat fullhouse''

then we decide makan piza :(

noe wut, kedai fullhouse tue sangat2 best :P

then,we travel satu KL :)

before balik kuala pilah we went to shah alam..

jumpa kak tikah :)

esok nye kami keluar ke seremban..tgk sucker punch.

balik rumah jumpa mama n dady :)

"eyh,,sarol"

uki bisik kat hany "kani, sarol tue pandai main api tak?''

"uki, sarol letih jangan kacau g main ngan kak dila "

then jumpe harith yang bersiao mcm ank dara XD

esok tue shah balik arau :)

sem ni je kite da tiga kali jumpa :)

ily <3

p/s : shah,,on 2nd nov ingat taw hny nk Bby G or casio watch okey okieesss..then, hny bg shah gshock okeh..i just wanna make that watch more precious :)

2nd nov is anvsry kite kenal hehehe :P

I HATE YOU

da selalu sgt ckp ily takot nant you da x syg lagi :')

beautyFOOL

okey! today nak cakap melayu bole??

HAHAH

walhal memang aku anak org melayu :)

asyik2 post pasal eat.love.tension.bla.bla.bla

oke2..today pown nak cerita benda yang sama jugak :)

masalah yang dihadapi dan cara mengatasi :

1) Rase nak marah je bile dapat panggilan si DIA setelah beberapa hari andai di abaikan.

chill lahhh....mcm x biase pulak kan kaw kene abai?dari kecik kau slalu LOSER kan? so ape ade kesa??teruskan idop..dia abai kan kau..kau abaikan dye balik :)..tapi, kalau dye abai kan x kan la plak dye nak call kaw plak kan??

2) Menyampah dengan si DIA bila si DIA buat muka

taw la hensem kan..x payah la buat muka :) kalau dye buat muka..buat x taw je..amek jalan mudah...kaw buat muka balik...

3) si DIA selalu kasar dengan anda

ey..ehh..kaw kan da biase ngan KEGANASAN..so,buat the same thing,,,sape kate perempuan x de EGO..buat je balik...senang kan? dye mencarot..kaw carot kan balik...XD

4) anda selalu JELEOUS??

adat lahh....kalau x jeles x sayang name nye,,,tapi kalau selalu jeles naik hangin gak kan?

aku jeles sebab aku sayang kaw la....kalau x buat ape aku jelses..kaw taw x jeles tue LETIH?? lebey baik main BOLA BALING for 10 perlawanan tanpa henti lagi baik laaaa.....

5) si DIA sebok?

ANAK HARAM je sebok! ( mean bastard always busy) x kan la bile nak tido x bole nak wish ''gudnite, hany" kalau ye pown jijik nak panggil name aku...bg msg "nyte" pown da oke..bukan ape...seharian kaw x contact aku..kadang2 sampai 3 hari x contact kaw pikir aku ape?? kalau aku ni BETINA kaw je x pe la....memg dari sudut hakiki nye begitu :) REDHA

6) tidak pernah kongsi masalah?

aku selalu. tapi kaw?? x de...aku teringin nak taw...hari2 kaw mcm mane?oke kah? tapi kaw?? selalu bg aku org terakhir taw..aku selalu y akn cari informasi2 dari FACEBOOK.kawan2 ku di UiTM same ngan tempat kaw belaja...aku taw pasal hidup and keluarga kaw pown dari KAWAN aku sendiri :) sedeyh tak kalau korang jadi aku??

MAKIN LAME AKU KENAL KAW...MAKIN LAME AKU SAYANG.SAYANG TU AKU POWN X TAW LA APE SEBENARNYE..SUME DIATAS ADALAH DUSTA. PADA HAKIKATNYE AKU X MAMPU LUAHKAN PADA DIA. BUKAN AKU TAKOT PADA DIA.TAPI AKU TAKOT AKU HILANG DIA.SANGAT-SANGAT TAKOT. JIKA DIA MARAH MAKA AKU AKAN CUBAYA SEDAYA UPAYA JADI AIR(then aku naik angin la kan). JIKA DIA KASAR, AKU CUBA LEMBUT (aku plak y ganas), AKU X TAW SAMPAI BILE AKAN TERUS MACAM NI..

ramai yang sering minta aku untuk pikir masa depan jika terus mcm ni...aku jawab, masa depan jgn di pikir sangat..menda undefined.selalu menyuruh aku menjadi (HAN), (ynah) , tue nama zaman sekola...selalu menyuruh aku menjadi manusia agar tidak ada pertimbangan..

"tinggal kan aje..abes cite...kan ade mr.A,mr.H bla..bla..bla.. nak kat kau..kau bukan tak laku beb tapi kau ni SETIA BODOH,,samapai tersujud2 sayang kat dia"

memang aku SETIA bodoh...korang x berada kat tempat aku..korang x kenal dia..ape yang aku kongsi bnyak cerita tentang jika dye luka kan hati aku..tapi saat KEBAHAGIAN (ececececece) korang x taw...HE IS THE MOST ROMANTIC PERSON I EVER DATE :P

JANGAN KERANA SEDIKIT KESILAPAN DIA LAKUKAN HILANG KEBAIKAN YANG DI TABUR KAN

Saidina Ali pernah berkata :

jangan membenci musuh mu kerana musuh mu boleh menjadi kekasihmu, jangan pula menyayangi kekasih mu sepenuhnya kerana kekasih mu bole menjadi musuh mu

penulis karangan terbaik

hanyfarhanah

u will always be alone :')

no matter what i am

where am i

who i am

i will always be HANY FARHANAH

that is the facts aint gonna change.

i never hate myself but i always try to be the best. BEST!

sometimes, i can be the BEST but almost all the time i faile to be the BEST

WHY?

the answer for THIS LAME is

MYSELF

no string attached :)

haishh...i had a very well weekend dis week.

credit mr.SA and dila(my sister)

well there not much happiness i wanna share either not much sadness i want to tell

a lil bit disappointed but nvr mind la :)

he arrived at Seremban on Saturday nite..8 oclock if im not mistaken

hurrmmm..with KENARI (Si Penyedut minyak) three of us went to MELAKA

how sweet rite :) but u wrong! totally wrong

but im still appreciate it :)

by controlling my mood n and temper so that our holiday wont be glum

in melaka we met MAD FAMI :)

obviously my sister's crushh...HAHAHH

kiddo dun take it seriously blogger..

walk at the downtown..i bought sumtin there. SA look that cat is so gojes.can i hv one?

; nanti mati kene lenyek keta

damn u SA

well we watched midnite muvi (typical)

127 hours : interesting :)

then we went to mamak n havin our supper afta dat we dont noe wat to do then we send fami back home.finally we find R & R to lepaking

how bored? much i guess..

oh em gee..sumpah i takot tido kat situ :(

early in the morning...

i whispered at his ear perhaps he could hear but i guess he doesnt hear it

"morning sunshine, wake up la..i miss u"

untung la kalau dengar!

then we went to his aunt's house at PD

thx mak ndak for very special treatment

sorry susah kan aunty :')

oh hazri (his cousin is so cute)

around 5 we went to K.pilah. we fetch pae n fly to SENAWANG

sate kajang :)

it nice but im not in the mood to eat.

afta dat send pae n dila home. its time only for me and him :)

i dun wanna share any of this part :P

sorry guys !!!!

with honour i wish a lot of thanks because u still come here though i dunno its for me or other :P

i just wanna let u people noe that whatu people said to him previously are wrong :)

tired sayang

im so sorry coz lately i cant be like before

i temper is reaching the limit

so once it burst, this will happen

i just want to be somebody beside u though i noe i am nobody

hard to admit this.

u noe what.makin lame makin i xkenal sape u

u CHANGE enough..

since u at arau, i feel very2 lonely. i try my self to be strong.. n keep the faith deeply in my heart

im afraid im gonna lose u. n i feel dat im starting losing u.

before this u call me with gud word as sayang,hany,but now there no such thing like before

i miss oldies u

holding hands while u driving my car.

on the phone every saturday nite.

but now?? nothing..

i noe we are far apart but as u noe dat i always wait for you

always will

uve change a lot..a lot sayang :(

the one and the most i love

i wake up not early in the morning as usual today :P

but not so late as i always do

i heard my lil bro screaming and you were yelling at him.

why?

you always ask us to be patient..but do you ever know that you are the one which can't be tolerate to?

he just a boy which need your attention..just give him a chance to get your attention

:')

don't treat him like us. he is different.

i never beat him though my temper was over limit.

i never let him cry. ill try to be nice as nice as i can when my temper reaching its limits

can u do the same as i do?

i never ask more from you. every time i ask u money it's mean i really when i dont have any.

i'm sorry if you feel that as a burden.

what can i do? i still need you.

its very painful when u started to dig all your gift

why you have to be like this? i really dont know u now.

im not insulting you because u are the most i love. i dont have anyone else.

u are so precious to me always be though u treat us like this

im very very very disappointed today.

even i noe wut he will say :)

firstly thx to thegiffyshop :)

hope SA da dapat :)

what is the best way to xpress ur love to ur loves one?

what is the best way to xpress ur love to ur loves one?

Answer here

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

one n the only acu

mom

QUEENS OF EGYPT

congratss acu!

this is our last uncle y baru je kawen hari sabtu hari tue..

sumpa dye rilex je a day b4 dye kawen :P

biase nye lelaki2 ni akn cuak n akan menghafal skrip y sebaris tue sampai betul2 confident

but acu different

siap bole tengok golf lagi

HAHHA

hantaran 7 berbalas 9

cerita pasal hantaran..besh nye la kawen kan

dapat set makeup lancome, handbag,kasut,y penting besh2 la sume

so kalau saya kawen..

hantaran 9 berbalas 11

HAHAHAHA

MELAMPAU

dalam dulang hantaran tue

pekara2 wajib mcm

sirih junjung

sepersalinan solat

baju

then the side thinggy

-gadget

-kunci rumah partmen

-kunci kereta idaman

-set2 make up

-chocolate (untuk di agih2kan)

y lain tue pandai2 la kann

HAHAHA

here some!

something that you will not understand

haha..sangat lawak rase nyew bile kie terpikir masa kebodohan dan keanak2 kan saye :)

until now masih ade lagi perangai bangang y x bole saya tinggalkan..

hari ni saye ade "terbuka" facebook 'kawan' saya

HAHAHA

to be honest is my ex..i dunno kenapa la still nak bukak jugak page dye tue..padahal dayh lame la kan :)

tergerak hati selepas agak panas hati ngan seseorg..(x baik sebenarnye buat mcm ni)

we separate afta i decide to continue my stdy at uitm ..

on our 3rd year anni :')

damn! sumpa lame...HAHA LAME

back to the FB thinggy...

terbaca pulak status dye kann,,,,HAHAHA

"its been a year without love, they send u to fill my emptiness..girl, u are wonderful than other girl i ever met.ily just the way u are"

oh how sweet :)

then post kat bawah2 tue ramai la komen kan...then ada jugak terselit name i..rase nak print screen je

HAHAHAH

lebey seronok lagi now GF dye adalah girl y selalu jadi masalah dalam relationship kitorg dulu

so i make a good step to leave him

btw lelaki2 sekalian...korang memg mcm ni ea??

ni lagi yang dye n kawan2 dye beborak(sebelum dye kapel)

status FB : still hoping

kawan : rujuk je la

AQ : x nak aku

kawan :kesian HANY

AQ : bukan HANY..aku x layan dye da..ni budak kolej aku

kawan : asal?

AQ : minat

kawan: macam tu pulak..

kawan 2 :

lor...aq ingt kat ex ko..

hm gus la..jage la lek lok..and pasni jgn la ko wat cm mne terjadi dulu..mean aq aq ex tu y due2 sekali ..kemak2..ex ko tue kenal kan la kat aq..ley aq wat kenduri+santau pompan tu ..wakakakaka

AQ : amek la kalau dia nak kau tue.

kawan :pan*** ...babi la kaw AQ

AQ : dia makan babi

kawan : ko amek la babi tu..aq x nk

x pe la..ter emo plak kann

kalau x belaku pekara2 mcm ni saya x kan bertemu ngan

SA :)

allah maha adil

ea..tibe2 kan tingt plan nak pakai afta CNY ni bersedia kah??

OMG

taggie :)

this one from atiqaharfa.blogspot.com

thx beloved cuzz

this is seriously going to get personal, you ready?

ready for what?? HELL YEAH im ready :)

if you were caught cheatin, would you fess up?

i wont deny.dah tipu kan pandai2 la kan

the last time you felt honestly broken?

almost all the time,,HAHA

are you cravin somethin?

cookiess + vanilla coke..OMG

if you could have one thing right now what would it be?

new gadget please :)

would you rather have ten kids or none?

mesti la i nak ramai :) twins please

what do you hear right now?

buletin utama -.-

is your bed against more than one of your walls?

nope

what's on your mind right now?

my homework..

are you there for your friends?

always be

last person to see you cry?

no one.

what do you do when you get nervous?

shaking my legs n rolling my eyes.HAHA

be honest, do you like people in general?

sumtimes

how old do you think you'll be when you finally have kids?

in my age rite now..i dun hv any serious boyfriend.so i can have those kiddys when my age turns to SWEET 30?hahah

does anyone completely understand you?

hany farhanah

do you have a reason to smile right now?

nope

has anyone told you they dont ever wanna lose you?

yeah2..alwys.but turn up to be..they dump me

would you be happier if life had a rewind button?

nope. move on mann

do you tell you mom or dad everything?

not evrything

does it matter to you if your bf or gf smokes?

it is not a big deal. but some how..can u stop smoking?? then duit kaw tue bagi aku,,lagi bnyak faedah

are you goin to get hurt anytime soon by someone?

i think so :) saya kan baik..senang kene pijak

this time last year, can you remember who you liked?

HAHAHA...ade2..i suke budak yg bawak honda city kat campus i

do you think more about the past, present or future.

future..i hate to look behind

how many hours of sleep do you get a night?

6 maybe or more

are you easy to get along with?

easy to get along but hard for u to come near with me :P

do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?

saya susa membenci once i benci..it means FOREVER

what was the last drink that you put in your mouth?

bandung

what size bed do you have?

queen because they use to call me QUEEN OF THE BED

do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?

when i get in la..aiyyooo

do you like the rain?

kiss in the rain..HAHHAHA

do yo think someone is thinking about you right now?

im a bad person..mesti la x da kan

have you ever done somethin you told yourself you wouldn't do?

bnyak doe

who were you last in the car with, besides family?

wawa n dila

whats the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?

khurafat -.-

have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?

ada :)

your parents are out of town, would you throw a massive party???

x baik doe

do you regret a past relationship?

not at all...baik x saye?HAHA

would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?

PARTAYYY

do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?

nah..bullshit la all this

have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?

hahaha...i am the one who always cry..so mcm mane meh?

do you care too much about your appearance?

sometimes.

are you a jealous person?

NO.

have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

:( pokai

do you miss anyone?

uki adha

last person who made you cry?

myself

does you ex piss you off?

always

what are you doin tomorrow?

ntah..tengok la

are you the type of person who has a new bf/gf every week?

ea..betine kan..mane ade..

is there anyone you want to come and see you?

shah

have you ever been cheated on?

bnyak gile..aku kan bodo

ever given all your heart to someone who walked away?

once.

do you like cotton candy?

yes

who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?

shaffiqfarhan.

are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17?

wtf

do you have siblings?

yes

have you ever fallen asleep on someone ?

x.bahaya.

how has the past week been for you?

pangkor

do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

hannan nabil

what's on your mind right now?

ggit dila

what were you doin at midnight last night?

playing card with my house mate

what is your current mood?

bad sad

who was the first person you talked to today?

myself. kenapa engkau gemok sangat

will this week be a good one?

pretty sure

anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?

rahsia

who were you with last night?

housemate

did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

yess..talkin with dila

next time you will kiss someone?

no until sumone approach me to do that

who should start the kiss, the boy or the girl?

xkesa la kan. y penting ikhlas

do you have any plans for the weekend?

yes

what do you think about this survey? and give points out of 10.

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