the sound of my heart: February 2011

Monday, February 28, 2011

im so sorry coz lately i cant be like before

i temper is reaching the limit

so once it burst, this will happen

i just want to be somebody beside u though i noe i am nobody

hard to admit this.

u noe what.makin lame makin i xkenal sape u

u CHANGE enough..

since u at arau, i feel very2 lonely. i try my self to be strong.. n keep the faith deeply in my heart

im afraid im gonna lose u. n i feel dat im starting losing u.

before this u call me with gud word as sayang,hany,but now there no such thing like before

i miss oldies u

holding hands while u driving my car.

on the phone every saturday nite.

but now?? nothing..

i noe we are far apart but as u noe dat i always wait for you

always will

uve change a lot..a lot sayang :(

i wake up not early in the morning as usual today :P

but not so late as i always do

i heard my lil bro screaming and you were yelling at him.

why?

you always ask us to be patient..but do you ever know that you are the one which can't be tolerate to?

he just a boy which need your attention..just give him a chance to get your attention

:')

don't treat him like us. he is different.

i never beat him though my temper was over limit.

i never let him cry. ill try to be nice as nice as i can when my temper reaching its limits

can u do the same as i do?

i never ask more from you. every time i ask u money it's mean i really when i dont have any.

i'm sorry if you feel that as a burden.

what can i do? i still need you.

its very painful when u started to dig all your gift

why you have to be like this? i really dont know u now.

im not insulting you because u are the most i love. i dont have anyone else.

u are so precious to me always be though u treat us like this

im very very very disappointed today.

firstly thx to thegiffyshop :)

hope SA da dapat :)

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