happiness and misery

it is easy to forgive but not easy to forget

all this while..things happen and it is so sudden

its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.

*dont stalk other women page if u cant accept any consequence*

no matter how hard u try to keep it. hany can find it

sooner or later :)

VICTORY IS MINE!

but some how, there still a scar in my heart which need to be cure.

serious shit.it need to be cure. after all this sudden happen. it was an impact for me. BIG IMPACT.

it begins when she realize that SA doesn't want her anymore. then some one came into her life. HN is cute guy. HE has unique personality :)

sometimes, he can be so GARANG.sumtimes, LEMAH LEMBUT *alahai*

He always be there for her.ALWAYS. though he give it all, she still cannot let SA go.

day by day, she become more and more care about HN. everyday on the phone.texting before sleep. before she close her eyes, she will ask herself "am i doing a rite thing". on the next day, when she wake up from sleep,

"morning sweet"- msg from HN

then she will reply

"morning candy"- msg from her

but she still waiting for amother msg from her beloved one.HAMPA :(

but she keep the faith and be strong.

At another place, SA have his own life. she dont know anything about SA compare to HN. suddenly, she saw sumone with GORGEOUS feature at SA facebook's profile. Before this, theres a lots of women out there which he mingle with.but, this one is kind of different.

"<3"

what is that??

she asked herself. so, he really dont want me rite? he have another one.BACKUP PLAN.

and she said "im done!"

she crying all the nite. to get over SA. its so painful. he's to much.she wait for him fo a year and half. this is what she get. FINE.

but she dont want to be a loser. then she post sumting at SA facebook profile

"<3 <3 lagi banyak"

guess what? that girl name AZ like her post on FB. how dare!

but she keep lowering her temper.

SA come to her place before the mid term holiday. Unfortunately she had a futsal tournament. but they hv a great time. she was so excited though she know everything bout him and what he did to her. she keep on silent. to ensure they really had a great time. (sumpah pedih)

when mid term begin, the story become more complicated. it change everything. she left HN for the love she love the most. poor HN. but yet, she still thankfull because thing things clear up very soon. SA realise that how much she mean to him. poor AZ. she do love SA.

but AZ have to understand, HF wait for SA long time ago. a lots of pain and happines HF been through. (tak kan sedap2 je kau y dapat). well HF noe she have the guts that all boy want compare to her. but, what to do SA pilih dia maa...

personally sorry to them. AZ and HN actually complete us. complete the emptiness between HF and SA. what HF can give during the past time make SA find AZ. so do HF, when HF need attention she willl find HN. HN is true. HF dun love HN but HF needs and carebout HN. its differrent :)

apologizes to AZ, as a women, im sorry to all the sudden. i saw ur page. SA means alot to u. please get over him. dun try to contact him anymore because he is mine. i noe he text you everyday. morning and nite. (thats why he didnt text me) both o you have a great life behind me. i noe u guys went out last time. and ur pic in his phone i noe all that. that means, u are somebody in SA life :)

thx AZ for being there in SA life.