Friday, June 17, 2011

NO WONDER LAHHH


people may change but change to be a better person :) not change urself to be a MONSTER
i have this true story about one person that close to me :). first time i met her, in maths class :) she was really good person :) her smile her cute face and everything was so good about her. she is very good listener and good adviser indeed. everything about her was like an angle that appear in my glum life when i have to separate from my HOTCHICKEN friend :D but now she is TOTALLY different

DEAR MRS.ELMO,

its been 1 year and half we have been friend. how could you lied everything about your life, family and everything. WHY? i decide to move out from our house not because i hate you. it because i think we need to make a distance between us so that we still can be friend. and yes u still my friend. hey world, she still my friend after what she did to me and to all that involve in her life.
why you cheat us? u lie to us that u had economic crisis and what so ever but yet u still can spend more than us :) going to that stupid concert. having life like kuala lumpur's elite. and what ever. MRS.E u know what? i know everything. what u hv told to MR.E. poor thing is, you use MR.E name for clean up your shit. OH EMM GEEE. unacceptable!
using 'BROKEN FAMILY' as the reason for be a WILD GIRL such a bullshit :D. come on u are 20 mannn...but ur behavior rite now just like SWEET 15 lololo....in malay BUDAK BARU NAK UP. let me ask u? BARU KELUAR DARI KANDANG KE? act like never had a life before :D

i dont wannna talk shit rite here and feel free to tell me the true colour about you bebehh :)

if u can ditch your BF like you kick you pig ass so u can ditch us your friend too.

you gonna fall :) watch ur step girl XOXO

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

HEY..NOW U ARE 20 LA :)

eleventh birthday cake

A CAKE FOR YOU!!
I ALWAYS WISH FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND LIKE YOU WHO'D BE CLOSE TO MY HEART
IT CAME TRUE WHEN I MET YOU ON MY BIRTHDAY :)

i ain't gonna stop loving.caring.and give all my heart to you :)
my precious lil muchkin

well, cant wait for you to call me :) if im the one u pick as a lucky girl for your free call :) if not
never mind.

my dear SA, it come to the serious part that i really hope that u will change :)
be a good muslim :) me as well
be a good son so do im gonna do to be a good daughter :)
be a good ALONG :)
be a good 'FRIEND' with me :)
be a good friend to THEM :))

im not nagging. but im trying to say what im think about :)) 20 is a large numero sayang :)

on your perfect birthday i wish for you HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY
may allah bless u dear :))


p/s : if u read this, i would to confess sumting :)) call me if u wanna noe XD




eh! wait SA...dunn runn away la..aigooo-.-
pliss read this if u clever :) this is the password to noe my confession :)
iloveyoudamnmuchandalwayswillimnotgonnachangeit



Saturday, May 14, 2011

what i did was laughing :)

PERFECT
my lappy usop ROSAK

awwwww!! sedih sangat terpaksa on9 pakai PC :(

then nasib baik la kan SA nak datg :)
ily <3

fast furious 5 is the best!

eh! nanti :)

i noe i will no be there on your birthday :(
so sad!

i cant be there..haishhhh...so, yesterday was a celebration for your incoming birthday. though u didnt eat cakes. but we went to the secret recipe rite :)
ouhhhh! u so cute :) makan comot! but i keep on silent..bia lagi comot.bia makin comel :P
awwww!Awww!!awwwwwsome!

i send u to LRT station :) xnk lepas.sumpaaa! u went away and i keep on eyes on u.
u stupid head! look up la :) yeayyyy! eh! iloveyousomuch

Friday, May 6, 2011

cantik adalah subjektif

beautiful is a subjective. to be a beautiful a person must understand the meaning of beauty
aku selalu mengeluh "i wanna PRETTY!''tapi aku tak pernah tanye diri aku, ape itu cantik?nak jadi cantik beribu-riban duit habis..tapi tak jugak cantik :)
MANUSIA TIDAK PERNAH PUAS DENGAN APA YANG MEREKA ADA
appointment doctor x payah cite lah kan.. sebulan mesti sekali. untuk ape sume tu kalau bukan untuk KECANTIKAN :)
TAPI TAK JUGAK CANTIK
sebenarnya ciptaan tuhan itu indah. bezanya cara kita pelihara keindahan itu :)ade yang MENYEKSI untuk CANTIK. ade yang MENUTUP (hana tajima) untuk CANTIKade yang macam aku (bajet) untuk cantik tapi...tak cantik jugak CANTIK.
SERING MENGELUH UNTUK KURUSKAN BADANtp tak jugak kurusnak kurus sebab ape? nak CANTIK
aigooooooo
cantik itu subjektif ye. x semestinya kene cantik pada paras rupa.cantik akhlak dan sebgainyemalangnya aku xde sume itu... :(
terbalik dengan golongan yang cantik luaran nya, segelintir dari mereka suka menghina mereka-mereka yang tak cantik. ini menyebabkan wujud nya golongan2 yang berkeinginan untuk cantik :)
alaaaa.....cantik ke tidak yang penting kita bahagia okeeee..kepada yang nak jadi cantik tue berusahalaaa :P allah suka kan sesuatu yang indah..JAGA DIRI HIASI PERIBADI! kepada yang dah cantik, jangan la BRAG dengan ape y kamu ade :) kalau allah nak tarik sekejap je :) DENGAN KEHENDAKNYA cth nye kene simbah ngan acid oleh mereka y x puas hati dengan kecantikan kau tuh!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

havin fun with my family

hooreeeyy!!
makan pizza hut :)
cuti memang bosan..haissshhh rase mcm nak balik pilah :(
malam2 ku ditemani oleh pria ;)

TERBAIK AN!

youtube menjadi hiburan
rugi je pasang astro kat rumah -.-

facebook ganti handphone -.-

anyway i love may so much :)

Saturday, April 30, 2011

PLAYING GAMES :)

im just havin fun like u havin fun :)
no wonder :)

i miss u badly.i luv hardly.
u must noe dat..i dun hv any chance to say it to u..
as u noe, we r too bz with our final exam.

u noe wut, i stop sendin all nyte and morning msg because im afraid that u get annoyed with all dat
i feel realy2 far from you when u start ignoring me totally :)
u never try to catch me back. i am the who will bow my head down and say
''x pe la. aku rindu dye.bia aku text dye dulu''

everytime u call me, i will jump like crazy -.-

thats realy show dat how much i do love you SA

bcause, when my otha friend (blainan jantina) contact me i will try to end ou conversation immediately. huh, they r boring..TOTALLY

i admit,past few day i try to flirt :P
such a noty HANY FARHANAH

bukan ape nk test market je..(masih ade rupenye)
heheheheh

when im with u, i be myself..with them im faking myself..such a jerk :')

BUT!

TD I called u. then u said dat u r in KL. then, suro aku call mlm2 jap lagi.FINE!kau dah jauh dari aku :) sngt menjauhkan diri.
WTF!
oke,,lets me ungkit!(setelah aku puji kau melambung2 kat atas td)

  • kau exam aku x tau.betina lain yang tau.agaknye kalau kau mati aku x tau ape2kan
  • kau pegi KL aku x tau. then, memg aku mcm nk mara gile tapi aku x tau ape aku patot buat.

FULLSTOP!
i miss u badly stupid head!

Friday, April 29, 2011

OH MAMA

i wish u r in my situation...
this is not the first time u ruin everything :')
but its okay..u are my mom

this is nit the first time u say sumtin not good about me
but its okay..u are my mom

everytime i get angry you..everytime u use harsh word when u talk tome.
i still bow down my head and accept all that,,

but this time, i dunno why u cant understand me
it just because u dont want to wait 2HOURS
its fucking 2 hours

well this is happen when mis communication :)
i ask my mother to wait me at our home in seremban. ill be home on 10 oclock because i cant make it fast. but she want me to be home early..but like i told her i CANT..but she still want me to come home early :)
but i CANT

the reason why i cant be in seremban early because i need to clean up my house..
SANGAT BERSEPAH oke...

during examination's week,,everybody in that house were busy and sooo busy..so, my house get mess..she doesnt know that.

the other reason is, today i have my CHM257 paper,so,,,the exam will be ended on 6pm.
she doesnt know that..

the she argue a lots of thing and it is realy2 annoyed me.SERIUSLY :'(

ouhh man! i dunno where to go..i dun hv anyone else. i dunno where to share with.. kitika jauh. dila & pae kat pilah,,my brother also get agry with me. papa....jauh sekali la...urm, i only hv u guys who read my blog :') i realy need sum1 to calm me down

thanks for reading <3