sorry HANY. u are tension

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it already 2012 :) i am welcoming the new year. Let's turn the new leaves fellas.
everytime talking about new year, what you can say is want to change yourself to be better than before.

so do I.

to change to be a good person is hard. to change for some one you love is the hardest thing to accomplish. well as me, i cant really satisfy others. yeah,especially, my family which expect something great from me.

today, i went to the unit kesihatan UiTM. the doc say that i need a rest due to my blood pressure is not normal. well, how can i get the quality rest? can i?
i have to admit that i really tension with my surrounding. i guess i need to be alone for a while but somehow i cant do that. where supposed i go? i got no money in my pocket since my mom cut off my pocket money. its not like before.

i dunno where to share, because im not good in sharing my problems to other. how can i be cheerful like before? tell me the way? can you? sometime i feel like there is a lots of burden that
i hold on my back.

may be i think a lots. if im being a little bit different from before, be a calmer for me. dont provoke me or else you will be the victim of my anger.
assalamualaikum

frustrated

i know its kindda childish.

obviously i am

i am a detail person. yes i am.

perfectionist. yes i am

i am proud to be myself yes i am. *SIGHH*

okey x de kene mengene.

*LONELY*

should find a LIFE

*TIRED*

need to SLEEP

*WASTED*

bastard

*ANGRY*

need some space

*MOODY*

need a comfort

*STRESS*

LEND ME YOUR EAR

*SAD*

I NEED A SHOULDER

*HAPPY*

share it

*PROBLEM*

solve together

its okay. i've been through all this all alone since the day i born. i never seek for other attention. sum how, i can run away from facts that i really need some to care about me. some can be with me in anytime. i dun ask much. i dont want your money. i dont want all that.tq

if you have a great life at past today is not your life

nite chatting with lover,

we always talk about past

i mean my past and his past

WOW!

amazing yawww!

he has a great life before. but, he has greater life than before :)

because me, HANY be beside him :)

kan shahrul :))

well, to blogger... what is your opinion if your ex-partner try to contact you back?

don't they have a life?

in my opinion, they actually get jealous with your life which is better than their's life.

so, you should be proud la... :)

but!

u dun have to reply them. its because they have their SECRET WEAPON

it is your past with them :)

i am very sure that they will talk about your past and 'mengayat'. they will try to get you back :)

being friend with your ex-partner is bullshit.

may be i hv narrow minded but do you guys dun hv same opinion?

well, i hv gone through this trice :) i never be friend with them. its because my love to them at past got no boundaries :) i bet you guys hv he same feelings too.. that's why at past you have a great life together

REMEMBER!

what past is past! if you one of them, stop contact your ex partner. you have to move on..

come on laaahhhhh..

if you have great life with him before, why you treat him that way? kata CANTIK! xpyah la menyemakkannnn....

wat ever! thx for reading :)

if you one of them u r BITCH! opsss....

W.H.O.R.E is better :)

astarabista!

hanyfarhanah

HECTIC DAY

what a hectic day..

keep reading biology book since my exam just around the corner

oh my god!

boyfiee, sure you miss rite?

i miss you too dear..

okey2 stop with boyfiee thiggy :P

heyy blogger! wassup!

nahhh....today is about love again

love.love.love

bosan kan?

CHANGE

As u can see that, i always wrote about love and things like that in my blog. haha. i love to share my love story with you guys.

FUNNY rite?

okey....

start from today and on wards, i will share a lots of my or other love story.

okey...

BORRRINNNGGG!!

haha.

p/s: i'm gonna delete all my past and start with a new chapter of my life after this final exam :)

see ya!

i have a rough week

afta raya biasa la..so teribble :P

test and quiz all the week. alhamdulillah all done. hv to prepare 4 final plak :)

xoxo

SEE YOU AFTER FINAL :)

LOVE NOT COMPETITION BUT I'M WINING- PARAMORE

HE COME TO MY PLACE FOR THE 3RD TIME FOR THIS MONTH :)

LOTS OF SACRIFICE HE MAKE FOR US. HE IS GREAT MAN. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT. THATS WHY I HAVE A LOTS OF COMPETITION :) BAHAHAHA

DANGGGG!!

TO DEAR SA,

PEOPLE MAY SAY, WHEN A MAN REALLY INTO A GIRL HE WILL ACCEPT THE ONE HE LOVE JUST THE WAY SHE ARE.BUT AS ME, I WILL CHANGE FOR YOU. INSYALLAH :)

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO US. I WILL TRY TO CHANGE MY SELF TO BE A GOOD AS SHE DOES. I WILL MAKE U HAPPY BEING WITH ME AS SHE DOES. CARING AND CHARM AS SHE DOES. PERFECT AS SHE. EVERYTHING LIKE SHE HAS :) THOUGH IS TOUGH FOR ME AND KIND OF PAINFUL TO ADMIT THIS, I HAVE A LOTS OF WEAKNESS. BUT I WILL TRY TO FIX MYSELF TO BE BETTER THAN SHE DOES :) A LOTS OF BETTER BUT PROMISE ME DONT WASTE ME LIKE BEFORE BECAUSE IT MAY CHANGE EVERYTHING :)

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

HANY FARHANAH

happiness and misery

it is easy to forgive but not easy to forget

all this while..things happen and it is so sudden

its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.its my fault.

*dont stalk other women page if u cant accept any consequence*

no matter how hard u try to keep it. hany can find it

sooner or later :)

VICTORY IS MINE!

but some how, there still a scar in my heart which need to be cure.

serious shit.it need to be cure. after all this sudden happen. it was an impact for me. BIG IMPACT.

it begins when she realize that SA doesn't want her anymore. then some one came into her life. HN is cute guy. HE has unique personality :)

sometimes, he can be so GARANG.sumtimes, LEMAH LEMBUT *alahai*

He always be there for her.ALWAYS. though he give it all, she still cannot let SA go.

day by day, she become more and more care about HN. everyday on the phone.texting before sleep. before she close her eyes, she will ask herself "am i doing a rite thing". on the next day, when she wake up from sleep,

"morning sweet"- msg from HN

then she will reply

"morning candy"- msg from her

but she still waiting for amother msg from her beloved one.HAMPA :(

but she keep the faith and be strong.

At another place, SA have his own life. she dont know anything about SA compare to HN. suddenly, she saw sumone with GORGEOUS feature at SA facebook's profile. Before this, theres a lots of women out there which he mingle with.but, this one is kind of different.

"<3"

what is that??

she asked herself. so, he really dont want me rite? he have another one.BACKUP PLAN.

and she said "im done!"

she crying all the nite. to get over SA. its so painful. he's to much.she wait for him fo a year and half. this is what she get. FINE.

but she dont want to be a loser. then she post sumting at SA facebook profile

"<3 <3 lagi banyak"

guess what? that girl name AZ like her post on FB. how dare!

but she keep lowering her temper.

SA come to her place before the mid term holiday. Unfortunately she had a futsal tournament. but they hv a great time. she was so excited though she know everything bout him and what he did to her. she keep on silent. to ensure they really had a great time. (sumpah pedih)

when mid term begin, the story become more complicated. it change everything. she left HN for the love she love the most. poor HN. but yet, she still thankfull because thing things clear up very soon. SA realise that how much she mean to him. poor AZ. she do love SA.

but AZ have to understand, HF wait for SA long time ago. a lots of pain and happines HF been through. (tak kan sedap2 je kau y dapat). well HF noe she have the guts that all boy want compare to her. but, what to do SA pilih dia maa...

personally sorry to them. AZ and HN actually complete us. complete the emptiness between HF and SA. what HF can give during the past time make SA find AZ. so do HF, when HF need attention she willl find HN. HN is true. HF dun love HN but HF needs and carebout HN. its differrent :)

apologizes to AZ, as a women, im sorry to all the sudden. i saw ur page. SA means alot to u. please get over him. dun try to contact him anymore because he is mine. i noe he text you everyday. morning and nite. (thats why he didnt text me) both o you have a great life behind me. i noe u guys went out last time. and ur pic in his phone i noe all that. that means, u are somebody in SA life :)

thx AZ for being there in SA life.

friendship and relationship

it is different!

i betrayed my friendship. we put ourself into the relationship.

im so sorry :(

u are perfect guy! sumpah.

u r so charm n everything about is so good! awesome!

i dun noe why.what.how this thing start

its my fault.

i admit it. if u read this boy,i want u to know that i love our friendship :')

comeback!

HARRY POTTER END :) SO DO MINE

LET'S THE NEW CHAPTER OF MY STORY BEGIN :)

IT'S DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE I CAN CHANGE MY HEART TOWARDS YOU IMMEDIATELY

BUT WHAT I HAD BEEN THROUGH ALONE IN THIS UNKNOWN RELATIONSHIP

IT TEACH ME A LOT :)

REMIND ME TO MYSELF DON'T GIVE ALL YOUR HEART WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE CAUSE MAY BE IT WILL FADED AWAY. BY THAT TIME, U REALISE THAT U HAVE NO MORE LOVE TO SHARE WITH

THIS IS ALL SUDDEN.

IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO IS WRONG. IN THIS UNKNOWN RELATIONSHIP WHAT CAN I SAY BOTH OF US ARE WRONG. WE CAN DO MORE BETTER AT THE PAST. I SWEAR! BUT WE'RE LATE.

I KNOW I DUN HAVE PERFECT THINGS THAT A GUY ALWAYS WANTED. I DUN HAVE ANYTHING.

YEAHH...I KNOW LOVE HAVE NO BOUNDARIES

LOGICALLY, IF U LOVE ME LIKE I DO FROM THE EARLIER

THIS THINGS WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

FRUSTRATED :/

WOMAN OUT THERE.. STOP INTERFERE IN OTHER PERSON DREAM.

EACH WOMAN HAVE THEIR OWN DREAM AND THEY WANT THEIR DREAM COME TRUE :)

MAN OUT THERE, IF A GIRL REALLY LOVE YOU,,THEY WILL ALL OUT TO FULL FILL YOUR HEART WITH THEIR LOVE. BUT WHEN THEY FEEL BETRAYED, UNAPPRECIATED, WASTED..THEY WILL WALK AWAY..

:)

LET TIME CHANGE EVERYTHING :)

INSYAALLAH I WILL BE FINE

XOXO

hany farhanah

NO WONDER LAHHH

people may change but change to be a better person :) not change urself to be a MONSTER

i have this true story about one person that close to me :). first time i met her, in maths class :) she was really good person :) her smile her cute face and everything was so good about her. she is very good listener and good adviser indeed. everything about her was like an angle that appear in my glum life when i have to separate from my HOTCHICKEN friend :D but now she is TOTALLY different

DEAR MRS.ELMO,

its been 1 year and half we have been friend. how could you lied everything about your life, family and everything. WHY? i decide to move out from our house not because i hate you. it because i think we need to make a distance between us so that we still can be friend. and yes u still my friend. hey world, she still my friend after what she did to me and to all that involve in her life.

why you cheat us? u lie to us that u had economic crisis and what so ever but yet u still can spend more than us :) going to that stupid concert. having life like kuala lumpur's elite. and what ever. MRS.E u know what? i know everything. what u hv told to MR.E. poor thing is, you use MR.E name for clean up your shit. OH EMM GEEE. unacceptable!

using 'BROKEN FAMILY' as the reason for be a WILD GIRL such a bullshit :D. come on u are 20 mannn...but ur behavior rite now just like SWEET 15 lololo....in malay BUDAK BARU NAK UP. let me ask u? BARU KELUAR DARI KANDANG KE? act like never had a life before :D

i dont wannna talk shit rite here and feel free to tell me the true colour about you bebehh :)

if u can ditch your BF like you kick you pig ass so u can ditch us your friend too.

you gonna fall :) watch ur step girl XOXO

HEY..NOW U ARE 20 LA :)

A CAKE FOR YOU!!

I ALWAYS WISH FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND LIKE YOU WHO'D BE CLOSE TO MY HEART

IT CAME TRUE WHEN I MET YOU ON MY BIRTHDAY :)

i ain't gonna stop loving.caring.and give all my heart to you :)

my precious lil muchkin

well, cant wait for you to call me :) if im the one u pick as a lucky girl for your free call :) if not

never mind.

my dear SA, it come to the serious part that i really hope that u will change :)

be a good muslim :) me as well

be a good son so do im gonna do to be a good daughter :)

be a good ALONG :)

be a good 'FRIEND' with me :)

be a good friend to THEM :))

im not nagging. but im trying to say what im think about :)) 20 is a large numero sayang :)

on your perfect birthday i wish for you HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

may allah bless u dear :))

p/s : if u read this, i would to confess sumting :)) call me if u wanna noe XD

eh! wait SA...dunn runn away la..aigooo-.-

pliss read this if u clever :) this is the password to noe my confession :)

iloveyoudamnmuchandalwayswillimnotgonnachangeit

what i did was laughing :)

PERFECT

my lappy usop ROSAK

awwwww!! sedih sangat terpaksa on9 pakai PC :(

then nasib baik la kan SA nak datg :)

ily <3

fast furious 5 is the best!

eh! nanti :)

i noe i will no be there on your birthday :(

so sad!

i cant be there..haishhhh...so, yesterday was a celebration for your incoming birthday. though u didnt eat cakes. but we went to the secret recipe rite :)

ouhhhh! u so cute :) makan comot! but i keep on silent..bia lagi comot.bia makin comel :P

awwww!Awww!!awwwwwsome!

i send u to LRT station :) xnk lepas.sumpaaa! u went away and i keep on eyes on u.

u stupid head! look up la :) yeayyyy! eh! iloveyousomuch

cantik adalah subjektif

beautiful is a subjective. to be a beautiful a person must understand the meaning of beauty
aku selalu mengeluh "i wanna PRETTY!''tapi aku tak pernah tanye diri aku, ape itu cantik?nak jadi cantik beribu-riban duit habis..tapi tak jugak cantik :)
MANUSIA TIDAK PERNAH PUAS DENGAN APA YANG MEREKA ADA
appointment doctor x payah cite lah kan.. sebulan mesti sekali. untuk ape sume tu kalau bukan untuk KECANTIKAN :)
TAPI TAK JUGAK CANTIK
sebenarnya ciptaan tuhan itu indah. bezanya cara kita pelihara keindahan itu :)ade yang MENYEKSI untuk CANTIK. ade yang MENUTUP (hana tajima) untuk CANTIKade yang macam aku (bajet) untuk cantik tapi...tak cantik jugak CANTIK.
SERING MENGELUH UNTUK KURUSKAN BADANtp tak jugak kurusnak kurus sebab ape? nak CANTIK
aigooooooo
cantik itu subjektif ye. x semestinya kene cantik pada paras rupa.cantik akhlak dan sebgainyemalangnya aku xde sume itu... :(
terbalik dengan golongan yang cantik luaran nya, segelintir dari mereka suka menghina mereka-mereka yang tak cantik. ini menyebabkan wujud nya golongan2 yang berkeinginan untuk cantik :)
alaaaa.....cantik ke tidak yang penting kita bahagia okeeee..kepada yang nak jadi cantik tue berusahalaaa :P allah suka kan sesuatu yang indah..JAGA DIRI HIASI PERIBADI! kepada yang dah cantik, jangan la BRAG dengan ape y kamu ade :) kalau allah nak tarik sekejap je :) DENGAN KEHENDAKNYA cth nye kene simbah ngan acid oleh mereka y x puas hati dengan kecantikan kau tuh!

havin fun with my family

hooreeeyy!!

makan pizza hut :)

cuti memang bosan..haissshhh rase mcm nak balik pilah :(

malam2 ku ditemani oleh pria ;)

TERBAIK AN!

youtube menjadi hiburan

rugi je pasang astro kat rumah -.-

facebook ganti handphone -.-

anyway i love may so much :)

PLAYING GAMES :)

im just havin fun like u havin fun :)

no wonder :)

i miss u badly.i luv hardly.

u must noe dat..i dun hv any chance to say it to u..

as u noe, we r too bz with our final exam.

u noe wut, i stop sendin all nyte and morning msg because im afraid that u get annoyed with all dat

i feel realy2 far from you when u start ignoring me totally :)

u never try to catch me back. i am the who will bow my head down and say

''x pe la. aku rindu dye.bia aku text dye dulu''

everytime u call me, i will jump like crazy -.-

thats realy show dat how much i do love you SA

bcause, when my otha friend (blainan jantina) contact me i will try to end ou conversation immediately. huh, they r boring..TOTALLY

i admit,past few day i try to flirt :P

such a noty HANY FARHANAH

bukan ape nk test market je..(masih ade rupenye)

heheheheh

when im with u, i be myself..with them im faking myself..such a jerk :')

BUT!

TD I called u. then u said dat u r in KL. then, suro aku call mlm2 jap lagi.FINE!kau dah jauh dari aku :) sngt menjauhkan diri.

WTF!

oke,,lets me ungkit!(setelah aku puji kau melambung2 kat atas td)

• kau exam aku x tau.betina lain yang tau.agaknye kalau kau mati aku x tau ape2kan
• kau pegi KL aku x tau. then, memg aku mcm nk mara gile tapi aku x tau ape aku patot buat.

FULLSTOP!

i miss u badly stupid head!

OH MAMA

i wish u r in my situation...

this is not the first time u ruin everything :')

but its okay..u are my mom

this is nit the first time u say sumtin not good about me

but its okay..u are my mom

everytime i get angry you..everytime u use harsh word when u talk tome.

i still bow down my head and accept all that,,

but this time, i dunno why u cant understand me

it just because u dont want to wait 2HOURS

its fucking 2 hours

well this is happen when mis communication :)

i ask my mother to wait me at our home in seremban. ill be home on 10 oclock because i cant make it fast. but she want me to be home early..but like i told her i CANT..but she still want me to come home early :)

but i CANT

the reason why i cant be in seremban early because i need to clean up my house..

SANGAT BERSEPAH oke...

during examination's week,,everybody in that house were busy and sooo busy..so, my house get mess..she doesnt know that.

the other reason is, today i have my CHM257 paper,so,,,the exam will be ended on 6pm.

she doesnt know that..

the she argue a lots of thing and it is realy2 annoyed me.SERIUSLY :'(

ouhh man! i dunno where to go..i dun hv anyone else. i dunno where to share with.. kitika jauh. dila & pae kat pilah,,my brother also get agry with me. papa....jauh sekali la...urm, i only hv u guys who read my blog :') i realy need sum1 to calm me down

thanks for reading <3

after long time i didn't express my love to him.. i use my old lame phone to capture some pitcha..this picture was taken last nite

when i say this i really mean it

u will be always in here no matter what

worst

some of them want to use you some of them to get use by you

noting much

well, absolutely perfect :)

i went to dentist at MINDEF :)

my doctor is so friendly :)

then i with my beloved cousin arfa when to KLCC.

luckily, amoi dlm MNG call us to enter this one stupid competition.

though it is stupid, im so glad because not everybody can enter this competition..

only selected by the sales girl in the MNG store :)

so, for the first tyme, i enter this stupid thing.. i dun like attention. i dun wat to be an attraction.

but, i wanna try the outfit which i cant afford to buy :)

im not like the others..im not rich..im just a girl which still own money from my parents.

so here some :)

i noe i am pretty :') no need to say that to me..HAAHAHA

i just hate compliment..as me, compliment will make sum1 LUPE DIRI

you will be brag about urself walhal ur life is noting :)

im so KESIAN for those tperangkap dalam dunia yang 'OH! I WANT TO BE PRETTY'

asshole! taw x cantik itu subjektif? u can be pretty if u want too :P

opss...MEREPEK sudayh!

kembali kepada MNG,, i want to be a WINNER

tp sya malas :(

mlas nk menagih org untok vote saya..as a result only 21 person je y vote...thx for those yang vote okieesss :)

JASA MU DIKENANG

OKEH LA,,,MY FINAL PAPER AROUND THE CORNER...

BYE GUYS!!