Thursday, January 5, 2012

sorry HANY. u are tension

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it already 2012 :) i am welcoming the new year. Let's turn the new leaves fellas.
everytime talking about new year, what you can say is want to change yourself to be better than before.

so do I.

to change to be a good person is hard. to change for some one you love is the hardest thing to accomplish. well as me, i cant really satisfy others. yeah,especially, my family which expect something great from me.

today, i went to the unit kesihatan UiTM. the doc say that i need a rest due to my blood pressure is not normal. well, how can i get the quality rest? can i?
i have to admit that i really tension with my surrounding. i guess i need to be alone for a while but somehow i cant do that. where supposed i go? i got no money in my pocket since my mom cut off my pocket money. its not like before.

i dunno where to share, because im not good in sharing my problems to other. how can i be cheerful like before? tell me the way? can you? sometime i feel like there is a lots of burden that
i hold on my back.

may be i think a lots. if im being a little bit different from before, be a calmer for me. dont provoke me or else you will be the victim of my anger.
assalamualaikum

Sunday, December 18, 2011

frustrated

i know its kindda childish.
obviously i am
i am a detail person. yes i am.
perfectionist. yes i am
i am proud to be myself yes i am. *SIGHH*

okey x de kene mengene.

*LONELY*
should find a LIFE

*TIRED*
need to SLEEP

*WASTED*
bastard

*ANGRY*
need some space

*MOODY*
need a comfort

*STRESS*
LEND ME YOUR EAR

*SAD*
I NEED A SHOULDER

*HAPPY*
share it

*PROBLEM*
solve together


its okay. i've been through all this all alone since the day i born. i never seek for other attention. sum how, i can run away from facts that i really need some to care about me. some can be with me in anytime. i dun ask much. i dont want your money. i dont want all that.tq

Thursday, September 29, 2011

if you have a great life at past today is not your life

nite chatting with lover,
we always talk about past
i mean my past and his past
WOW!
amazing yawww!

he has a great life before. but, he has greater life than before :)

because me, HANY be beside him :)

kan shahrul :))

well, to blogger... what is your opinion if your ex-partner try to contact you back?
don't they have a life?

in my opinion, they actually get jealous with your life which is better than their's life.
so, you should be proud la... :)

but!

u dun have to reply them. its because they have their SECRET WEAPON

it is your past with them :)
i am very sure that they will talk about your past and 'mengayat'. they will try to get you back :)

being friend with your ex-partner is bullshit.
may be i hv narrow minded but do you guys dun hv same opinion?

well, i hv gone through this trice :) i never be friend with them. its because my love to them at past got no boundaries :) i bet you guys hv he same feelings too.. that's why at past you have a great life together

REMEMBER!
what past is past! if you one of them, stop contact your ex partner. you have to move on..
come on laaahhhhh..

if you have great life with him before, why you treat him that way? kata CANTIK! xpyah la menyemakkannnn....

wat ever! thx for reading :)

if you one of them u r BITCH! opsss....

W.H.O.R.E is better :)

astarabista!
hanyfarhanah

HECTIC DAY

what a hectic day..
keep reading biology book since my exam just around the corner
oh my god!

boyfiee, sure you miss rite?
i miss you too dear..

okey2 stop with boyfiee thiggy :P

heyy blogger! wassup!

nahhh....today is about love again

love.love.love

bosan kan?



Thursday, September 22, 2011

CHANGE

As u can see that, i always wrote about love and things like that in my blog. haha. i love to share my love story with you guys.
FUNNY rite?

okey....

start from today and on wards, i will share a lots of my or other love story.

okey...

BORRRINNNGGG!!

haha.

p/s: i'm gonna delete all my past and start with a new chapter of my life after this final exam :)

see ya!


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

i have a rough week

afta raya biasa la..so teribble :P
test and quiz all the week. alhamdulillah all done. hv to prepare 4 final plak :)
xoxo

SEE YOU AFTER FINAL :)

Sunday, August 21, 2011

LOVE NOT COMPETITION BUT I'M WINING- PARAMORE

HE COME TO MY PLACE FOR THE 3RD TIME FOR THIS MONTH :)
LOTS OF SACRIFICE HE MAKE FOR US. HE IS GREAT MAN. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT. THATS WHY I HAVE A LOTS OF COMPETITION :) BAHAHAHA

DANGGGG!!

TO DEAR SA,

PEOPLE MAY SAY, WHEN A MAN REALLY INTO A GIRL HE WILL ACCEPT THE ONE HE LOVE JUST THE WAY SHE ARE.BUT AS ME, I WILL CHANGE FOR YOU. INSYALLAH :)
I'M SORRY FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO US. I WILL TRY TO CHANGE MY SELF TO BE A GOOD AS SHE DOES. I WILL MAKE U HAPPY BEING WITH ME AS SHE DOES. CARING AND CHARM AS SHE DOES. PERFECT AS SHE. EVERYTHING LIKE SHE HAS :) THOUGH IS TOUGH FOR ME AND KIND OF PAINFUL TO ADMIT THIS, I HAVE A LOTS OF WEAKNESS. BUT I WILL TRY TO FIX MYSELF TO BE BETTER THAN SHE DOES :) A LOTS OF BETTER BUT PROMISE ME DONT WASTE ME LIKE BEFORE BECAUSE IT MAY CHANGE EVERYTHING :)



FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART
HANY FARHANAH